Friday, November 03, 200611/03/2006 08:01:00 AM
I've a feeling that my purpose on Earth is going to be no more. As guardians from the Space Garrison, we have a reason to come to Earth, that is to protect people, to make friends, make them happy and enjoy our stay on Earth.
Guess I'll have to leave Earth for a while, so that i can forget all the terrible things that had happened. I want to help but my help is being pushed away time and time again, if I can't help...not even by making u feel happy....then I'm not needed here. Perhaps I shouldn't even be on Earth.
Already I'm skipping lectures and tutorials because I'm become more and more disillusioned with my current life. But I know I cannt leave Earth just like this, there're people who need help and a little warmth in their hearts.
My life is getting more and more incomplete as the time passes by, soon I'll just fade out of existance.....I dunno why I'm feeling like this but I think I'm being used over and over again...kindness taken for granted, my soul taken for granted.
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