Thursday, May 31, 20075/31/2007 04:15:00 PM
*kneels down* This cannot continue! If it happens again, who knows i might even land in hospital x_______X
*resealing inner daemon up once more*
*coughs* this time the after effect is worsening...normally i would just cry and that's it. Now? I feel that my chest is tightening...and i actually weep more~ Guess it's cos of not reaching my expectations and inability to help my up-upline fight for her car incentive bah =/ I know that if she never hit, it'll mostly be my fault cos i'm the one who nvr do anything .______.
i never really hated my family pple but they can spend on other things rather than taking care of their health and improving it makes me angry and hurt. Worse is that everybody's pressuring me not to do that line of biz -.-
ah whatever...the more they say the more i will do, just to prove i can survive and earn my own keep~!